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finality [Nov. 19th, 2008|11:25 am]
Nino's (non)ex wife had the baby yesterday.

I knew it was coming, but had never put much thought into how it would make me feel

what a wake up call

I love him, but I can no longer hang on to this or him.

He's a great guy under all the problems. And he's trying really hard to fix himself, but he needs to do it for himself and his kids. Not me.

I should've sought out that answer sooner, but I have it now and all I can do from here is start over again.

He gave me a proper good bye, without fighting or blaming. That has helped immensely.