||[Nov. 19th, 2008|11:25 am]
Nino's (non)ex wife had the baby yesterday. |
I knew it was coming, but had never put much thought into how it would make me feel
what a wake up call
I love him, but I can no longer hang on to this or him.
He's a great guy under all the problems. And he's trying really hard to fix himself, but he needs to do it for himself and his kids. Not me.
I should've sought out that answer sooner, but I have it now and all I can do from here is start over again.
He gave me a proper good bye, without fighting or blaming. That has helped immensely.