|I don't think anyone reads this...
||[Sep. 14th, 2010|11:54 am]
Except maybe nikki, and that might not even be true.|
After reaching 150lbs, i started feeling nauseous and tired all the time, and I didn't know what to do.
then I missed my period.
So I reach my goal weight and like all miracles happen...completely unexpected but I am pregnant!
Baby has a due date of 3/25/2011. Also...Sean & I have decided to get married. :)
I'm finally going to have the family I've always wanted. Me, my significant other and my first child :)
Things are a little stressful right now. My car got totaled. so I got a nice pay out from the insurance company and I am currently looking into a new car. I want an SUV but not a big huge monster one. Just something simple, but that sits higher off of the ground than a car. My grand prix got crushed...I can't chance that same incident with a babe in the backseat!
My job is seasonal, which I had hoped this entire summer something would change that. So I'm a half a week away from being unemployed :( I've been frantically putting in resume's with any office job I can find an advertisement for, but to no avail. I don't know. I'm probably going to end up working in the mall :( in retail no less :( But a job is a job and it's not about me anymore. It's about making sure Sean and I can provide a good life for our baby and his baby too (Lilah).
More than ever what I've realized is that it is time for me to grow up. I've been barely hanging on for way too long now. Time to plant my feet and make an effort at a real life. No excuses, no pity. Just get shit done!
If by some odd chance someone I actually know still reads this...keep it quiet. Not everyone knows yet. Thank you.