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I don't think anyone reads this... [Sep. 14th, 2010|11:54 am]
Mally
Except maybe nikki, and that might not even be true.

Newest update?

After reaching 150lbs, i started feeling nauseous and tired all the time, and I didn't know what to do.

then I missed my period.

So I reach my goal weight and like all miracles happen...completely unexpected but I am pregnant!

Baby has a due date of 3/25/2011. Also...Sean & I have decided to get married. :)

I'm finally going to have the family I've always wanted. Me, my significant other and my first child :)

Things are a little stressful right now. My car got totaled. so I got a nice pay out from the insurance company and I am currently looking into a new car. I want an SUV but not a big huge monster one. Just something simple, but that sits higher off of the ground than a car. My grand prix got crushed...I can't chance that same incident with a babe in the backseat!

My job is seasonal, which I had hoped this entire summer something would change that. So I'm a half a week away from being unemployed :( I've been frantically putting in resume's with any office job I can find an advertisement for, but to no avail. I don't know. I'm probably going to end up working in the mall :( in retail no less :( But a job is a job and it's not about me anymore. It's about making sure Sean and I can provide a good life for our baby and his baby too (Lilah).

More than ever what I've realized is that it is time for me to grow up. I've been barely hanging on for way too long now. Time to plant my feet and make an effort at a real life. No excuses, no pity. Just get shit done!

If by some odd chance someone I actually know still reads this...keep it quiet. Not everyone knows yet. Thank you.
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[User Picture]From: self_awakening
2010-09-14 04:07 pm (UTC)
Hey Mally,

Sorry to hear about your car, where you hurt at all?

Hope the job search goes well. I sent you a monster-long very dull email a while ago, hope you got it!

Much love for you and the baby. xxx
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[User Picture]From: self_awakening
2010-09-14 04:15 pm (UTC)
Also, CONGRATULATIONS on getting married! xxx :-D
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[User Picture]From: self_awakening
2010-09-14 04:16 pm (UTC)
Or planning to get married... you know what I mean! x
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[User Picture]From: daibhdidh
2010-09-16 04:56 pm (UTC)
thank you sweetheart! I did get the email, just haven't been focused enough to write one back. However, I will email you my ultrasound pictures if you'd like to see the little babe. :) i'm so in love already and I still have six months before I meet the little one.
luckily I was in the house making the bed when my car got hit parked outside my apartment. so all is well on that front at least.
I miss you. I wish we talked more. You should come back to melo.
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